dreams

have been occuring only in snapshots

i had one where i had a kitten i couldn't take care of.

i had one where my friend pissed me off so much i punch a door to pieces, and inside of it was another door.

and i dreamt i went to church but i left because it was boring.

There, there

There is always an island sailing you to shipwreck.

... ... ...

Just 'cause you feel it doesn't mean it's there.

stream of consciousness

I feel my affections so fleetingly. They are like eclipses, only rarely actually encompassing the celestial body they relate to. Blue, green, brown, yellow, green, blue, pink, black, black, blue, yellow, brown, red, purple. Men, handsome men, around every bend, across ever way, intersecting at every intersection. Casting glances, silently whispering lascivious wishes while pretending to pour over a publication. Pen poised for note notating. The careless art of seduction, so selfish. To please is my pleasure, and I expect as much. As they say, give and ye shall receive... kisses and cascading caresses. Your fire is just as futile and fleeting as any. I barely broke a sweat. Fuel your flame and tend to the fire hot enough to ignite these passions. Whichever way you endeavor, I am still the victor.

"I will rise up"

I get it. There were some things I didn't like about you, either.

Sorry to have been so absent these past couple weeks. Here is the bullet point rundown of what I've been up to.

• School started
• Inundated with homework
• Social life
• Psychedelic-induced cosmic adventuring and consciousness expansion
• Sex life
• Sleep life
• Coffee
• Cigarettes
  

That's about as basic as it gets. I am working on some pieces which are full of witty literary devices and metaphor. I would say I'll have them up soon, but now that my days are full of half-fulfilled obligations, I don't want to get your hopes up. Use your imagination to read between the bulleted lines.

It is not so much a secret that I thrive on transience.

briefly

Sorry for the radio silence the past week or so. School started up again and I've been very busy with that as well as rediscovering what it's like to have a regular social life. Also, I had an incredibly profound experience this past Saturday that I am still processing and it will take a little while longer before I'll have it sorted out. Some of you who are my close friends already know what I'm talking about. As a result, I've been drawing almost nonstop (for instance, I skipped class today to work on a drawing) so look forward to more of my artwork being posted in the near future.

On a different note, I hope you all of you New Yorkers/East Coasters are enjoying the transition to Fall. I know I am. It is my favorite season, and there is little I love more than the crisp smell of leaves and the chill of a cool breeze stroking my cheeks.

See you all soon, before the trees are bare of leaves.